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Tuesday, February 21, 2006
myspace is where you will find me..
so long lj.. i never liked you anways.
Tuesday, January 10, 2006
ok as i did come back to oxford....
and I AM GLAD I DID!!!
I ♥ YOU GUYS
Tuesday, November 22, 2005
1:50PM
.. I AM HOME IN TEXAS AND IM NOT COMING BACK TO OXFORD>>
Tuesday, October 25, 2005
Do it:
1. Reply with your name and I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle with you in.
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5. I'll tell you my first memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you.
8. If I do this for you, you must post this on your journal. You MUST.
Current mood:  blah Current music: Edgar Winter Group
Wednesday, October 19, 2005
7:25PM
i am about sick and tired of everything and everyone. WHAT IS IT ABOUT THIS PLACE that makes everything suck so bad? no wonder katy went craozy trying to get out of here, soul train, i dont blame you either! dont get me wrong i love oxford, sometimes. i love ole miss. i am not enjoying all my classes but who does?
im tired of two-faced, back stabbing people. im tired of complaining and being hurt all the time, maybe my expectations of people are too high, maybe hippies are always high, maybe i should have high expectations so that i can expect high rewards?!! i dont know. *hope you liked that insert on hippies kathy!* if it was up to me.. well i cant tell you what i would do or day due to the nature of whom or whoms might actually read this.
you want to read some more complaining? well good because here it comes. Change. the only frickin thing that is inevietable. Change. changing is a natural process that not only occurs in nature but with our stubborn butts as well. growing up. maturing. jobs. relationships. all that BULLCRAP. its just something that comes at you whether you want it to or not. im not ready or better yet, i wasnt ready for all the flippin' change that has occured over the last 4 months. even if i spent my entire day ACTUALLY TALKING TO ONE OF YOU, you couldnt grasp my desire or ache or joy or fear. there have been some decions that i have been putting off because im fearful of the change that is about to occur. with money, school, relationships, ... & me. i dont know how i want to end my rant, i cant, ive been ranting for months, but no one knows about what. maybe we should think closely about HOW OPEN our eyes and hearts and ears often are or are not. i know that im shut down, shut off.. so i apologize for not being open or talking to people about things but its no one's business to come talk to me unless you really give a damn.
*im a grown woman kathy!* thanks for reading or not reading.
to end my soul-confessions a song to refelct some aggrivation:
"Smile Lines":
I understand why they say
"high school never ends"
I'll never act my age
but you can tell by the lines in my smile
that I have been around for awhile
so, insecurities
are about as useful as trying
to put the pin back in the grenade
"beware criminal" :
a butterfly under the glass
you are beautiful
but you're not going anywhere
We do the same thing every night
I swear I've heard this song before
a swimmer who has seen a shark
I should really be more wary of the water
You came, you saw, you conquered everyone
I'm left here guessing
oh, what went wrong?
yeah I'm down, but not out, and far from done
hey all! beware!
Current mood:  drained Current music: the annoying sounds of nothing
Saturday, October 15, 2005
SAMIR
I can't believe they had security escort us out. Not like we're gonna
steal something.
PETER
I stole something.
MICHAEL
Oh yeah. I guess we all did.
PETER
No, I stole something else.
SAMIR
What did you steal?
PETER
We'll call it a going away present.
[Scene A field. They drop the printer. Samir stomps on it four times
and Michael, eight times. Peter hands Samir a bat. He hits the printer
twice and Michael takes over. He starts to punch it. Samir and Peter
pull him away, but he runs back to destroy the evil printer.]
Current mood:  indifferent Current music: geto boys- feelin great
[Scene The interview room.]
BOB PORTER
The next paper looks like a Peter Gibbons.
Peter enters.
BOB SLYDELL
Aha! All right. We were just talking about you. You must be Peter
Gibbons. Uh huh. Terrific. I'm Bob Slydell and this is my associate,
Bob Porter.
PETER
Hi, Bob. Bob.
BOB PORTER
Why don't you grab a seat and join us for a minute?
He does so.
BOB SLYDELL
Y'see, what we're trying to do here, we're just trying to get a feel
for how people spend their day. So, if you would, would you just walk
us through a typical day for you?
PETER
Yeah.
BOB SLYDELL
Great.
PETER
Well, I generally come in at least fifteen minutes late. I use the side
door, that way Lumbergh can't see me. Uh, and after that, I just sorta
space out for about an hour.
BOB PORTER
Space out?
PETER
Yeah. I just stare at my desk but it looks like I'm working. I do that
for probably another hour after lunch too. I'd probably, say, in a
given week, I probably do about fifteen minutes of real, actual work.
BOB SLYDELL
Uh, Peter, would you be a good sport and indulge us and tell us a
little more?
PETER
Let me tell you something about TPS reports...'
Cut to later. Peter is more relaxed.
PETER
The thing is, Bob, it's not that I'm lazy. It's just that I just don't
care.
BOB PORTER
Don't, don't care?
PETER
It's a problem of motivation, all right? Now, if I work my ass off and
Initech ships a few extra units, I don't see another dime. So where's
the motivation? And here's another thing, Bob. I have eight different
bosses right now!
BOB SLYDELL
I beg your pardon?
PETER
Eight bosses.
BOB SLYDELL
Eight?
PETER
Eight, bob. So that means when I make a mistake, I have eight different
people coming by to tell me about it. That's my real motivation - is
not to be hassled. That and the fear of losing my job, but y'know, Bob,
it will only make someone work hard enough not to get fired.
BOB SLYDELL
Bear with me for a minute.
PETER
Ok.
BOB SLYDELL
Believe me, this is hypathetical. But what if you were offered some
kind of stock option and equity sharing program?
PETER
I don't know. I guess. Listen, I'm gonna go. It's been really nice
talking to be of you guys.
He shakes their hands.
BOB SLYDELL
Absolutely. It's all on this side of the table, trust me.
PETER
Good luck with your layoffs. I hope your firings go really well.
BOB SLYDELL
Wow.
Current mood:  apathetic Current music: it feels good to be a gangsta
Wednesday, August 24, 2005
so today is wednesday and I JUST went to my 1st class. i have a T TH schedule, but i didnt go tuesday & i really dont care. i might go thursday, havent decided. it doesnt matter no one cares!
Current mood: apathetic Current music: klove
Friday, July 29, 2005
today i used the term "bad" christian... and i hated using that, but i didnt know another way to express my thoughts. no christian is better than the next, we were ALL covered by the same blood from the same Perfect Lamb. and the only reason we are WORTHY of His blood is bc He makes us Worthy to be in His presense! Just because someone doesnt love Christ, does not mean He doesn't love them! We (believers) are no better than non-believers. we must fully admit,however, that it's through His grace alone, that we are capable to come to Him, in worship (song/prayer/service/duty). gosh, sorry for the tangent! im just excited to serve our Father Lord!!!
Current mood:  ive drank like 10 cups of h2o! Current music: third day worship albums
Tuesday, July 26, 2005
im not ready to leave.
Current mood:  sad
Saturday, July 23, 2005
3:44AM
alright...for those of you who care.. im a junkie.
thats right..a myspace junkie. i love it. it's my drug. im addicted. take anything you ever knew about facebook and multiply that by like 500,000 and that's probably close to my myspace addiction Ü
ok so here is the REAL reason i am posting. a good friend of mine and i are in this discussion group on MySpace and there was this post by an underage christian male who had some questions on alcohol. so anyways, im just going to copy/paste over the whole discussion and i'd like your input...just for my curiousity! if you want to do it anonymously or email me your response (cangelicgp01@hotmail.com) or post! thanks for your time!!
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*Alex
M/19
MILTON,
NEW HAMPSHIRE
Posted: Apr 25, 2005 9:48 PM
This is something I've been struggling with, is it wrong, for a Christian to drink? I've done some research, and all I've found are voices refering to not drinking inexcess. Like I've been offered to be taking drinking by some of my college buddys... but I'm only 15, should I accept?
I could really use some guidance
*Awesome! I'm on fire!!!!........
M/17
FAIR OAKS,
California
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Posted: Apr 26, 2005 9:19 PM
Alex Wrote:
This is something I've been struggling with, is it wrong, for a Christian to drink? I've done some research, and all I've found are voices refering to not drinking inexcess. Like I've been offered to be taking drinking by some of my college buddys... but I'm only 15, should I accept?
I could really use some guidance
Well buddy, I would totally advise you NOT to drink since you are only 15, becauuuuuse, you are clearly under age. The law states you must be 21 or over to buy and drink alcohol, I think. I think they made that law because only people of 21 and over should drink alcohol and I think the law wants it that way. I mean, if the law doesn't want you to drink while under age, than you shouldn't. Somewhere in the Bible ( I'm not sure where ) it says "Obey the laws of your government". Aaaaand, if you were 21 or over, I don't see why you can't drink alcohol. It says in the bible that they drank wine. But, then again, was their wine the same as ours? As long as you don't get drunk, I suppose. but, I wouldn't drink either way, better to stay clear of things that CAN make you unable to control what you are doing, is what I always say.
wait....do you have to be 18 or 21....man I forgot...does it depend on what state you are in? Do they have different alcohol laws in every state? Crap, if they do, than this wouldn't have meant anything.
Your bro in Christ,
Camron
Peace, Godbless
*Bethany
F/23
Riverside,
California
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Posted: Apr 26, 2005 11:35 PM
Alex Wrote:
This is something I've been struggling with, is it wrong, for a Christian to drink? I've done some research, and all I've found are voices refering to not drinking inexcess. Like I've been offered to be taking drinking by some of my college buddys... but I'm only 15, should I accept?
I could really use some guidance
It's not as cool to drink as everyone thinks it is. It can get you into a lot of physical trouble if your not careful. and if your friends can't understand that you an under age, christian boy and stop askin you to drink with them I think It's time to get new friends!! We should not be around people who can cause us to stumble? And you drinkin is against the LAW in EVERY State! Different countrys have differant drinkin ages but all of the U.S. is 21 and over.
Love ya much and wish the best!!
Bethany
*The Donald
M/19
PASADENA,
TEXAS
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Posted: Apr 27, 2005 9:59 AM
Read 1 Corinthians 3:16-18 and there you will get your answer.
*Bethany
F/23
Riverside,
California
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Posted: Apr 27, 2005 11:25 PM
leeXirwin Wrote: Read 1 Corinthians 3:16-18 and there you will get your answer.
That scripture works for many things!! And with drinkin it works for not getting drunk. But there are scpriture for the health benefits of drinking wine and such we need to focus of the UNDER AGE part the most you need to obey God by obeying The government and parents! When you turn 21 remember in all that you do represent God and Chirstianity in a Holy way.
*Dan
M/19
Normal,
ILLINOIS
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Posted: Apr 28, 2005 2:23 PM
well put guys. Yeah, i spose the main thing to remember is not to get drunk, it screws you up and leaves you to the control of the alcohol that you are drinking, not your own mind. Drinking in itself is not bad, but the way it can be abused turns it into something harmful and sinful. So my advice: im a 19 year old non-drinker. Im going to wait till im legal to drink. I feel that it will bypass a lot of problems that drinking causes. When i do drink, i will never do it to get drunk. I think i will appreciate drinking a lot better for having waited and not done anything to dissapoint my parents, break the law, dissapoint myself, or disobey God. Im happy that i can live with no regrets, and my first beer will taste all the better. Hang in there brother, find some good friends that know how to have a good time without drinking, and who can hold u accountable. And most importantly, pray and rely on Gods strength to help you to resist temptation and keep you away from those situations. Peace out...
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*Daniel
M/16
NAHUNTA,
GEORGIA
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Posted: May 13, 2005 6:21 AM
You should not drunk at that age because God wants us to follow the laws as long as they do not contridict what he says. Also they have the age set that way because it affects your brain as you are growing and that is why they have the age at 21. So for health reasons don't drink. But also unless you are drinking for health reasons as of drinking wine after a meal i would drink other wise because I would not want to hurt my body in the long run or risk the chance of being addicted to the stuff. Alcohol ruins alot of things, Remember that next time you want to drink. But as of right now you are underage so no drinking.
*JOSH
M/18
LOS ANGELES,
California
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Posted: May 21, 2005 8:28 AM
but doesnt anyone think that god can forgive u for anything? i mean you should think about before drinking and if u do, hey......were only human, everyone makes misteakes, even now, i think i spelled that wrong but thats not the point. the point is that god can forgive anyone and everyone. i hate that i was forced to watch my parents drink and i couldnt do anything about that. where i come from, people think drinking can solve anything. cause around here, its fight or be fought, shoot or be shot and thats no lie!!!!!!! theres gun shots around here every day and sometimes i think......where are u now god? but who cares what i think, i was practilly raised on the streets. i sometimes think god doesnt even hear when i pray cause my fokes still drink and they get mad drunk and they used to hit my brothers and sisters but now i can defend them. so i can only hope for a mircle soon.
*Bethany
F/23
Riverside,
California
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Posted: May 21, 2005 1:24 PM
JOSH Wrote:
but doesnt anyone think that god can forgive u for anything? i mean you should think about before drinking and if u do, hey......were only human, everyone makes misteakes...
Yes that is true but we are not suppose to sin (disobeying the law and our parents) any longer!! The bible tells us go and sin no more. yes we are going to sin but if we plan on sinning where is our heart in the 1st place. God needs to be ..1. Not ourselves!!
*Chris
M/19
CHARLESTON,
WEST VIRGINIA
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Posted: Jul 4, 2005 1:48 AM
Amen to that!
*Trey
M/21
BRANDON,
MISSISSIPPI
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Posted: Jul 21, 2005 4:42 AM
I am 21, and yes, I had my wild days in the past that I regret. But, I drink in moderation now for many reasons. But, I do believe that it is perfectly fine for a Christian to have a drink every now and then. As long as you are obeying the laws of the land, I dont think Christ would have a problem with drinking in moderation. He did it himself. But as I say to all things don't take my word for it... pray about this topic yourself to hear what God has to say to you personally about this.
*tim
M/47
DEFIANCE,
OHIO
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Posted: Jul 22, 2005 8:37 AM
absolutely not, we are new creatures in Him. it tells us in scripture not to pollute your body because it is the temple of The Holy Spirit, you want a buzz try praying in The Spirit or Holy Spirit baptisim if your not already filled withThe Ghost, that my friend is the best buzz i ever had and beleive me The Lord delivered me off meth and pot 8 years ago when i got saved Praise God....
*Trey
M/21
BRANDON,
MISSISSIPPI
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Posted: Jul 22, 2005 11:18 PM
I agree with you on that! I do agree that if you are drinking to get wasted or to mask a problem you are having in life... you are placing a god (alcohol) before God. In other words you are trying to solve your problems first with alcohol instead of just going to God for the answers first. So, I totally agree with you on that point! I think this topic is a battle between two topics, though. Is it ok to drink to get wasted? In my beliefs as a Christian, absolutely not! I don't believe that in any circumstance God would approve of being drunk from alcohol. However, the topic is about alcohol and Christians. And, this is what I believe: I believe that in more cases than not God would disapprove of drinking. However, I do believe as a Christian that there are times when alcohol can be deemed as acceptable to God. Now this is only my opinion on this, so God may not feel like this is the case for everyone. But I believe that if you are not using alcohol as a way to get out of your problems and you are not on any medications that would be hazardous to drink under or if you are not nursing or pregnant, etc... then I believe that in moderation (1 to 2 drinks) alcohol would not be a hazard to your health and would not be a destruction of your temple (or body) in which he has given us. There have been medical studies that have actually proved that one to two beers or a glass of wine a day is actually good for you heart. Im not saying that there arnt many things out there that would be better for you and your heart, (such as jogging everday, daily excercise, and eating healthy). And I understand that there are a lot of illegal substances that can be good for you too that arn't the best things for you either. (Like pot for cataracts) I know there are probably much better things for your body to be healthy. But, however, I believe that if you are 21 or what ever the drinking age in your country may be, then I think God would have no problems with a drink every now and then. Under the right reasons. And I say this because, there are probably more reasons than not not to drink! This is true! It is probably a terrible witness to people to see you drinking at a place after you witnessed to them about Christ... It can be very misleading to non-believers. However, the topic is alcohol and Christians, and like I said I believe that if the circumstances are right, such as you are at a fellow Christians house and he/she offers you a beer.... I do not see any problem with a drink ... if your head and heart are in the right place. But, I can see where having a beer out in public can create some issues. So, if we were taking about getting drunk or doing it at a party to get a buzz or wasted, or simply just to get away from you problems then I would have to say God would most likely NOT approve of drinking (especially if you are under 21 in the US). But, as far as having a drink every now and then, I would have to say, I believe God would approve, as long as you were of age and your head and heart were in the right place when you drink. But, like I said earlier... I would not take any one person's word on this forum as your answer or you approval for it to be ok to drink. Like I said, I think I (personally) would pray about this decision before you took that sip yourself. God may have a weird way of telling you that it isnt the right time to drink... someone who may be watching you for answers maybe around... or I dont know... you may have something that God wouldnt want you to drink under the conditions of, (pregnant, mental illness of some sort, or any other health reason you may not know about). So, this is why I say pray for you self to God for you answers and dont just deem it ok because I or anyone else on this forum says it may be ok. These are simply my beliefs and I strongly urge you to pray yourself for the answers and do the research yourself before taking my word for all of this. I hope this clears up some of what I said earlier. Sorry if you don't agree. I'm only a man, trying to find his way in life too.
*Trey
M/21
BRANDON,
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Posted: Jul 22, 2005 11:29 PM
By the way, Tim, that is a wonderful achievement to be clean for 8 years now! I just recently dated a girl who had just struggled from that her self and she is now going on 2 years + . So, I can understand how hard that struggle had/has to before you, but I am so happy to hear that the Lord has been by your side and has given you the strength now for 8 years to be clean! That is a wonderful achievement, and I praise God for that. Keep it up brother! I love hearing stories like that!
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Current mood:  its 4 am Current music: sound of myspace music
Friday, July 22, 2005
4:02AM
*pout*
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Wednesday, July 20, 2005
Pick the MONTH that you were born in & put it on the SUBJECT LINE. Then re-post it AS YOUR OWN BULLETIN. Your friends might understand you better....
creepy
JANUARY:
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive . Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very Stubborn and money cautious.
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FEBRUARY:
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.
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MARCH:
Attractive personality. sexy. Affectionate Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.
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APRIL:
Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. moving Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. sexy in a way that only their lover can see.
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MAY:
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.
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JUNE:
Easy to talk to. Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Has that someone* always on his/her mind. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able to show character. one guy/girl kind of person. Loveable. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. loves music. pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Sensitive. Down-to-Earth. Stubborn.
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JULY:
Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. hot. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.
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AUGUST:
Outgoing personality. Takes risks. Feeds on attention. No self control. Kind hearted. Self confident. Loud and boisteroius. VERY revengeful. Easy to get along with and talk to. Has an "everything's peachy" attitude. Likes talking and singing. Loves music. Daydreamer. Easily distracted. Loves to flirt. Hates not being trusted. BIG imagination. Loves to be loved. Hates studying. In need of "that someone". Longs for freedom. Rebellious when withheld or restricted. Lives by "no pain no gain". Caring. Always a suspect. Playful. Mysterious. "Charming" or "beautiful" to a special person. Stubborn. Curious. Independent. Strong willed. A fighter.
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SEPTEMBER:
Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people's mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal and always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Positive Attitude. Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves sports, leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic. SEXY BUT HAS BRAINS!
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OCTOBER:
Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to takes things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly.Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of to control emotions. Unpredictable. Extremely smart.
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NOVEMBER:
Trustworthy and loyal.Very compassionate and caring.Wild at times.Knows how to have fun.Sexy and mystertious.Everyone is drawn towards your inner and outter beauty.Playful, secretive.Very emotional and takes alot to make angry.Meets new people easily.Fearless and ingependent.Can hold their own.Stands out in a crowd.Essentially very smart
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DECEMBER:
Loyal and generous. sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Changing person.
Current mood:  ..unless provoked Current music: sound of everyone getting ready for Bible study
Tuesday, July 19, 2005
had a great birthday!! thanks to all my friends for givin a shout out to me from around the world! im going to sit on my butt tonight and listen to some good music. i sugguest you do the same.
♥xdesiréex
Currently listening:
Legend
By Bob Marley & The Wailers
Release date: By 31 May, 1990
Current mood:  quixotic
Ode to My TOE
i broke my toe.
its purple and blue. it wants to be loved by you.
please love my toe. he's blue & sad.
he's all bandaged up, like a chinchilla pad!
he was all pretty with polish, bright shiny and like new...
until july 18th, when he had no clue...
the strong wooden door frame jumped from behind an abandoned warehouse...
there the frame beat up my toe and i sqwealed like a mouse!
he was very down, all beaten and bruised...
until Dr John and worked on him dudes...
mr toe got all fixed up
now he's frontin some wrap, and hollarin' "yo wassup"
to all who walk by, and see my toe.
he is hurt, but he loves you all, and we just wanted to let you know!!!
LEAVE MY TOE SOME LOVE
-xdesiréex
Current mood: chillin like ice cream filling Current music: Free Sol- 11:11
Thursday, July 14, 2005
12:21PM
guys guys guys calm down. the wish list is a sarcastic attempt to remind myself that i am away from friends and family! i am only somewhat serious ( i do want some cd's ) but not at all concerned about receiving ANYTHING from ANYONE on my birthday... some of you guys take me way to serious, & i am sorry
-xdesiréex
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Current mood:  dont take me serious! Current music: sound of MTeam banging on drums
Wednesday, July 13, 2005
i know this seems very selfsish, but i get one shot at it, so let me be.
ok ... so my birthday is July 17th.. i have a wish list you can go here
https://www.amazon.com/gp/flex/sign-in/select.html/104-1880840-7968728?%5Fencoding=UTF8&protocol=https or go to amazon.com. click on WISH LIST on the top. when the website pulls up you can "Find a Wish List" by typing in my name (Desiree [im the 4th on down]) or my email (cangelicgp01@hotmail.com). yes this list SEEMS rediculous and thats bc it is. people keep asking me what i want. well here are some good clues... get me something Ü
I AM SURE there is something else you can get me that is not on that list whether it is taking me to a concert, or buying me flowers, here you go.. another list:
$ for a tanning package.some new jeans.my nails need to be done.a new bible.some jelly bellys.a peice of wax.some random guys shirt.a good pair of tweezers.some face wash bc im almost out.shampoo/conditioner too.i REALLY would like a massage. if you know me then you know that 1/3 of this junk is a joke. every year i tell ppl to get me something that reminds them of me.. i LOVE my gifts but this year, im demanding haha i love you all and i will decide to forgive you if you dont get me something Ü
Current mood: amused
Monday, July 11, 2005
dont be gay.
Current mood: up for 2 days straight
Wednesday, June 29, 2005
THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1) Desirée
2) D'rae
3) rae rae
THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
1) cangelicgp01
2) sokahli157
3) fungusamugus
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1) my eyes
2) my freckles
3) my tan
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1) um i wish i could lose some weight
2) my oily skin
3) my feet
THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1) french
2) irish(i do believe)
3) indian(american that is)
THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1) spiders
2) snakes in the wild
3) the future(mainly what comes next after college and the decisions I will make...)
THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1) the bathroom
2) teeth brushing items (paste and toothcomb that is!)
3) Jesus
THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1) shorts
2) t-shirt
3) toe ring
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS OR MUSICAL ARTISTS:
1) incubus
2) superchick
3) jason
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS:
1) Sleepin to Dream - jason
2) Baby got back - Sir Mix Alot
3) Take me Home to MISSISSIPPI - AfroMan
THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP
1) trust
2) love
3) Jesus
TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE (in no particular order):
1) I like sushi
2) i love to sing and cant
3) I want to get married before im out of college
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE PREFERRED SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1) eyes.. ones that seem to read you when they look..they can just hold your eyes
2) I have this thing for piercings and tattoos for some reason
3) nice forearms and lower legs...i'm weird i know
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1) singing
2) dancing like a mad cow
3) talking/laughing
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1) read more often
2) yoga
3) sleep!
4) GO TO CORNERSTONE!
THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING/YOU'VE CONSIDERED:
1) high school teacher
2) travel advisor
3) missionary
THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1) Austrailia
2) Africa
3) Colorado
THREE KID'S NAMES YOU LIKE:
1) Kannon
2) Ethan Able
3) Baker (girl)
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1) get married and have a family
2) TRAVEL
3) make a difference in someone's life
THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A BOY:
1) I'm not picky...or well easy going..
2) I hate shopping
3) I love fishing & espn
THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A GIRL:
1) I overanalyze everything
2) I like to be pretty sometimes
3) I want the fairy tale
THREE CELEB CRUSHES:
1) BAM MARGERA
2) BRANDON BOYD
3) YOUR DAD
Current mood: *smiles* Current music: casting crowns-worship
Sunday, June 26, 2005
TO DAY IS HIS BIRTHDAY
YAY JOSH ITS YOUR BIRFDAY!
JOSH PANNELL IS CELEBRATING ANOTHER YEAR TODAY AND LIFE EVERYDAY!!
I LOVE ME SOME JOSH PANNELL
HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOSH!!! WOO HOO
BIRFDAY LOVE FROM THA CHI-TIZZY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Current mood:  NO SLEEP!!! Current music: birthday song-IN MY HEAD!
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